i was not your lover
i think i would cry the day your tiktoks stopped showing up on my for you page.
no matter if you want me to or not,
i simply can’t forget about your existence.
i can’t deny your role,
your enormous role in my life.
Poetry
three years without
yesterday marked three years since your memorial
at the club;
the one you took josh and me to as kids
on saturdays,
dadurdays,
bradurdays,
more than two decades ago.
We Drown Without Any Rain
i listen to phoebe bridgers so i can feel something
the sadness, i think, is better than nothing
toys of the sun 